Title: Roads and Rivers
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: sex, language, alcohol.
Disclaimer: I don’t own eiher of these two lovely boys! I’m just using them and their gorgeous castmates for this story!
Summary: Prompt #30 - Michael and James meet on “Band of Brothers”. Since then, it’s been 10 years of UST - letters, e-mails, phone calls, texts and chance meetings in London - where they flirt but can never come around to telling each other how they really feel. It all comes to a head when Michael auditions for the part of Erik Lehnsherr. Would love it if somehow Michael defends James from the bully while shooting Band of Brothers.
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 7, 278
Pairing: Mcfassy
Warnings: Angst, smut, rpf. You know the drill.
Summary: James is in love, but really - it’s none of his business.
New fic snippet! I would love to hear thoughts? c:
They stand in the dark, facing each other, for what feels like an eternity. Michael is waiting. Knows him well enough by now not to push too far. James swallows and thinks; this is it.
Carefully, as if he’s walking on cracked ice, he steps closer to Michael. Reaches up with hands that are evidently trembling to press them to Michael’s chest. Palms flat against the warm fabric of that plain linen shirt. James can feel his heartbeat, and it’s painfully calm. But he feels his breath catch, feels his chest swell into James’ hands and he takes another careful step, and wonders if Michael knows what’s coming.
This is it. He tells himself again, the hand over Michael’s heart sweeps back to the nape of his neck, hooks against warm skin, soft hairs tickling the backs of his fingers as he leans up on his toes, tugs Michael down those last few inches, their noses touch, and they’re breathing the same air and it’s almost easy after that - their lips brush. Press gently together and it’s nothing like New Years. There are no cheers, no catcalls, Michael doesn’t touch him.
It lasts no more than three seconds before James is leaning away. Turning his back and fleeing to the doorway. Closing the door with a sharp snap after him and feeling like his chest is going to explode. Like his heart is in his throat. Like he’s about to choke on air because he can’t breathe - Michael hadn’t kissed him back.
He passes Jen on the way back to his room - they’re all staying on the same goddamn level, and he really fucking hates this place - and she sees him. Seems to know exactly what’s wrong and catches his arm.
“James - what happened?”
He just shakes his head, breathing raggedly through a lump in his throat that feels like it’s swelling and trying to escape, trying to worm around her but she holds on tight, nails digging into his arm and he squeezes his eyes closed.
“What did you do?” She murmurs.
He swallows again, throat feeling as dry as paper, and gut feeling like it’s full of rock.
“I kissed him.”
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asdfhjkl I promise it gets better! :D
New fic snippet! I would love to hear thoughts? c:
They stand in the dark, facing each other, for what feels like an eternity. Michael is waiting. Knows him well enough by now not to push too far. James swallows and thinks; this is it.
Carefully, as if he’s walking on cracked ice, he steps closer to Michael. Reaches up with hands that are evidently trembling to press them to Michael’s chest. Palms flat against the warm fabric of that plain linen shirt. James can feel his heartbeat, and it’s painfully calm. But he feels his breath catch, feels his chest swell into James’ hands and he takes another careful step, and wonders if Michael knows what’s coming.
This is it. He tells himself again, the hand over Michael’s heart sweeps back to the nape of his neck, hooks against warm skin, soft hairs tickling the backs of his fingers as he leans up on his toes, tugs Michael down those last few inches, their noses touch, and they’re breathing the same air and it’s almost easy after that - their lips brush. Press gently together and it’s nothing like New Years. There are no cheers, no catcalls, Michael doesn’t touch him.
It lasts no more than three seconds before James is leaning away. Turning his back and fleeing to the doorway. Closing the door with a sharp snap after him and feeling like his chest is going to explode. Like his heart is in his throat. Like he’s about to choke on air because he can’t breathe - Michael hadn’t kissed him back.
He passes Jen on the way back to his room - they’re all staying on the same goddamn level, and he really fucking hates this place - and she sees him. Seems to know exactly what’s wrong and catches his arm.
“James - what happened?”
He just shakes his head, breathing raggedly through a lump in his throat that feels like it’s swelling and trying to escape, trying to worm around her but she holds on tight, nails digging into his arm and he squeezes his eyes closed.
“What did you do?” She murmurs.
He swallows again, throat feeling as dry as paper, and gut feeling like it’s full of rock.
“I kissed him.”
I should have made one of these agess agooo. Links to all my fics~ It’s predominantly McFassy. asdfghjkl.
“Do you know what it’s like to be kissed by someone who loves you?”
It’s Erik again. This is getting easier. James can almost pinpoint the moment Michael shifts back into him. As if it’s like a defense mechanism. As if he… doesn’t want to be here.
“What?” James breathes, as Michael draws him up to the wall opposite the iron-wrought doors.
Michael takes on his role of Erik, but ‘Erik’ begins to take over him in a complicated pyschological way of dealing with his feelings for James. James gets caught in the middle because the ‘Erik’ persona thinks he really is Charles.
Well, that’s what I interpreted it as, anyway.Asdlkfjl, it’s amazing. Just read it.
excerpt:
“His clothes.” He says, lowly.
“It helps.” Michael says, toneless.
“Get rid of them when you change.” James’ voice is soft.
“It helps.” Michael repeats, voice a growl, and James tries to shrink away from his hold, is he back?
“He’s not you.” James repeats, leaning into the corner of the lift. Shoulder pressing into the mirror.
“It’s working for me.”
And it’s likely true. Michael’s performance has been spectacular, and it’s what concerns James the most.
“So… you’re still…?” He ventures, blindly. Uncertain why he even wants to know.
Michael faces him, presses a hand to the mirror and looks down at him and James avoids his gaze. Doesn’t want to look up and meet with that same unfamiliar burn. His stomach twists and churns as he feels a hand rest on his waist.
“Look at me.” Michael whispers, voice no more than a rasp.
“Michael—”
“Look at me.”
Fandom: Game of Thrones (ASOIAF)
Pairing: Samwell Tarly/Jon Snow
Rating: NC-17
Words: 2, 964